$$$ and middle fingers

Today I called a financial counselor to make an appointment because I am terrible with money. I'm a smart lady, I have a master's degree, and I'm very organized at work, so it kind of doesn't make sense that I suck so bad at managing my finances. I guess I don't care enough about money, and I've always assumed I would never be wealthy because it just is not super important to me and rich people make me nervous. Plus I'm a sucker for a low-wage, high demand, soul-sucking, low-status non-profit job, which probably doesn't help things.  My tarot reading with Miss Renee informed me that I need to deal with my money problems pronto, and I'm not trying to piss off the universe - so I'm doing this.